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Well here I am, less than 15 pounds to my ultimate weight goal. It is kind of scary, I have to admit. There are a lot of “what next” sort of thoughts I have, “what if I gain it all back?”, “what if I suddenly get sick again”, ” what if…what if…what if….”  I try to put those sorts of thoughts out of my mind and just focus on the success I have had but it is harder and harder to avoid those questions as I inch ever closer to the finish line. I guess what I’m wondering is, is there a finish line? Will I ever be completely happy with how I feel/look/whatever?  Short answer is, I don’t know but I guess I’m going to find out. 🙂

The trick is, I think, to set some new goals and focus in on achieving them, one goal at a time. I believe I will hit my weight goal by April 1 so sometime before then I plan to set some new goals for myself and start from there. We’ll see how it goes.